Perhaps it's okay to..

Perphaps it’s okay to..

Lay down your bed till 12ve or maybe past evening mudding your pillow with unharmed delusions.

And maybe then Wake up with a cup or a two of your favourite coffee. Wander down your corridor like a dream kingdom. Shower and get ready to roll-your-eyes-up for those boys in the town. Wear those high yet comfy red heels and the slit-midi-dress you bought online. Get out of the street and walk down the best lane with your best friend to buy your favourite perfume or maybe spend those bucks over your favoured food.

Re-watch your choiced show in the neighbour complex with a bucket full of cheese popcorn even when you had the cheat last day regardless of the calories and the bump you might get down there. Get yourself a long-drama-queen-gown even when you have no plans to wear them sooner or later. Daydream your marriage. Run to a museum and then possibly a poetic event and then possibly to the H&M store buying lingeries & loopes. Wear them and pitching louder down road and walk away like Edward Cullen does in Twilight:

Actually it’s alright for not able to handle yourself today so Let the spicy and sour flavour you want other people to taste. Maybe then you’ll be tired and not feel positive yet over all day long so Get a cab and a beer ofcourse on the other hand drinking and breaking down to your bestfriend’s arm letting all those kinky tears down your cheeks. Let yourself be mad and create a mess but also promise yourself to just try and get back harder next day. Also because you might not be able to change everything spontaneously but it’s alright cause you’ve been strong for long& also tired of many small yet big things. Get home safe and wear those polka-dot-pyajamas from your cupboard jumping directly to your bed. Build a fort out of those fluffy pillows and get in there. Lie down and protect your energy. I know you might be struggling so hard through some really really impossible stuff right now but in the end it really will be all fine.

Repeat and Repeat and practice to feel okay.

& Darling one day you’ll be fine.

__Parampreet Kaur